Changes

I always used to know.
I've never been so uncertain.
This isn't how it's supposed to be.

Les-be-honest

It is absolutely true, that when something hits close to home, it may take a heavy toll on one's personal life outside the home. On one's future home, too, if you catch my drift.

Same ol' same ol'

I'm becoming unbelievably exhausted of things in my life. The terrible fact that I easily tire of things must have some significance. It must mean that I need to change things up. I have a tendency to go through this phase every so often, resulting in some sort of temporary success in altering certain aspects of my life; however, inevitably regressing to old habits, old likes and dislikes. Doesn't this cycle just sound so, for the lack of a better term, tiring? Yeah, things are getting repetitive again. I'm mentally, physically, and emotionally exhausted. I'm sure there's a cure to this. Throw-backs always seem to get me back on track, then again reminiscing only relieves me of these feelings temporarily. Who wants a temporary pick-me-up? No one. Sure they're nice every once in a while when you really need them. I would very much like, if it's not too much to ask, a permanent cure to my tiredness--something that will stay, someone that will stay. Something or someone that will stay not because they feel obligated to, but because they want to. Because they feel me. They feel for me. The right way. Because something keeps them coming back. Because that something will keep me sane. It'll keep me coming back. It'll take me out of this damn cycle.

Something that will stay,

someone that will stay.

I didn't read this over, nor did I edit it. Excuse me if it lacks linearity.

Just The Two of Us

He's amazingly intriguing.
I can't get over it.


I've never been so thankful and appreciative of what I've been blessed with.

Mini-Rant

"I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish He didn't trust me so much."

Mother Teresa

1. I can't believe you're not there for me when I need you the most.

2. I knew this would happen.

3. Fend for yourself, it's over.

4. Don't rely on anyone.

5. Don't trust anyone.