myself explained

Leaning on someone
for them to slip
away
from under
when you least
expect it.

You
in their hands
broken, fixed,
in process of
repair.

Let them tie your
laces into
knots
to trip, stumble
fall down.

Open the door
let them in for
what
to start at
square one.

Where is that
at the
beginning
with nothing, no one
alone.

In solitude
free to just
run
away, just run
far away.

It's for the
very best I'm
sure
not to
let anyone in.

Keep doors closed
heart stay
true
to this way
I am.