Oh don't mind me

as I go
soul
searching.

Shame

Although I'm easily amused and intrigued, I get bored of things easily.

Things right now are sadly routine-like. I wake up at 7AM M-F to drop my brother off at school, come home, bring my sister to school, get ready for work or school, eat, go to work or school, study, hang out, pick the kids up, take the kids out for dinner, etc. Friday through Sunday always varies though, but those days basically consist of the following events: work, spending time with Godfrey, going to church, staying in, having alone time, watching movies, hanging out with Leah, attempting to spend time with my siblings but finding them spending time with their significant others, being bored.

You would think living life this way would be so easy, but it isn't. Not for me at least. I guess I want more for one. Just this once. I need a tease, a twist to my life, an event that's uncalled for, a new school, a new hobby, new friends, a new environment, a serendipitous encounter with someone new, something new. I guess that's what it is. I'm in need of something new.